God we had a wonderful day today. All week and msot of yesterday I was stressed out, feeling riritated, like every day had a splitner stuck under it, irritating my skin--I couldn't dig it out without grinding it in deeper, grating the flesh around it. What would have been mild annoyances became what felt like real pain, a real detriment. The phone rang every few minutes, forcing em to change gears. I can't stand changing gears back and forth, having my concentration derailed. I need to build up steam, to keep plowing forward, gathering momentum.
Today we just relaxed around the hosue all day, and spent time onyl with each other. I love my wife so much, and I wish we could lead more parallel lives. We go to bed at different times, work on different days, run on different schedules. Being apart is ncie when we're both leaving for work at the same time, but the way it is, we both have a day alone where we can never quite do what we want to do in our separate lives, and we also don't have quite enough time to really spend together on our one overlap day.
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