Blech

I've all but decided to become a teacher. I don't know what route I'll take to get there, but I think being an English teacher in an inner city school or a special ed teacher just about anywhere, would be more mentally stimulating, more personally fulfilling, more of a draw on my natural skills and more of a benefit to the city and the world than anything I can picture myself doing with the skills and resume I have now. I just started to wonder why it was I haven't tried harder to get ahead in publishign by schmoozing and so on, and I realiced that the people who work in publishign are fucking boring. They're just really generic office work jaggoffs who think about nothign other than vacation, having vendors pay for drinks at a party, getting a bigger lawn and retiring. How can you retire if you've never done anything? The people are so fucking ordinary, such a pile of generic, uninspiring morons, it's impossible to make myself imagine writing a resume that would appeal to such bland, one-note suburban retards. Middle-brow, pseudo-serious suburban materialists.